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God, what's been happening in my country lately is very disheartening and I think You already know it. Some people even think that we deserve to be caned, whipped, in some extreme cases, stoned to death. Maybe because the Koran and the Bible taught Your followers that we are sinners who must be shunned at all cost. People like me, God, have always been an outcast.
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I don't know whether You will listen to an outcast's prayer. Like that old Disney song, to be honest, sometimes I don't know whether You can hear me or people like me. My people who have been labelled as the “trash of society.” All I have to do is to pray to You, personally. For I know that You will take care of me no matter what. This time, I'm not going to pray for myself. But aren't we all sinners? Aren't we all children of God, still? I'm not even sure whether I deserve to pray because for some people I'm just a sinner. God, I know that I've been ignoring you for quite some time. I admit that I don't practice my religion that much, but I will never forget how good You have been to me. Some of my friends stopped practicing their religion because the way some of Your “followers” treated them. I was too stubborn to admit that, at the end of the day, I believe in You. Instead of being closer to you, I've been battling my personal demons, addictions and personal problems. I'm sorry that I've been neglecting Your presence. Dear God, it's been awhile since I last prayed and it’s now Ramadan again.